gdi

I believe Ren gave me the title of goddess of decadence and immorality in the summer of 1987 in the hopes of getting me to attempt to live up to the name. I guess sitting in my room listening to the Smiths and reading were not the most wild things she thought I could have been doing. I've had my moments (and the potential) but I don't believe that I've ever lived up to the title. You would have to ask my ex-lovers. If you read my erotica, you might believe it but first you would have to convince me to let you read them. I don't show my stories to anyone because it always causes problems for me. People are shocked and look at me differently.

I started using the title again to remind me that I'm not dead. Now it just makes me smile and think of wicked things in my mind. I think it's time to start writing the naughty stories again. It will keep my mind off of the issues that have been troubling me.