fag hag

I hate that term & will vehemently deny that label when applied to me. Yet, somehow I keep ending up surrounded by gay men. It started in elementary school with a neighborhood friend which progressed through high school until he hurt me by telling me we were not friends anymore. I surrounded myself with hetero men in college which just lead to a lot of inappropriate groping (by them) and anger (in me). I swore off men for several years then repeated the college situations only with coworkers. Then I swore off them again. (I have really good self-control in select areas.) I recently returned to my love of men only to find myself surrounded by the men who love men.